My Shamanic Blog......

SHAMANIC JOURNEY METHOD USED BY ME
I achieve a deeply meditative state in but moments, by way of the shamanic drum,
the rhythmic beat settles the busy mind chatter to a state of total mindless stillness. In this
stillness, I become an open/receptive channel for the spiritual, able to
hear their words and witness visuals shown in direct response to requests made to me by you.
Please note that:
Healing Outcomes shared represent my witness account at an energetic level. Divination Outcomes shared are those brought to my
attention by my divination ally, typically metaphorical in format/content to invite a deepening of insight through reflection and
contemplation on your part. Consequently please consider that outcomes shared by me are not to be viewed by you (the client)
within a literal context.
Shamanic charges (discounted from £55) at this sad time of health crisis are:
Distant healing method - Single Session £40   /   Block of 3 Sessions £95.00
Distant divination method Single Session £40
A BEAUTIFUL DEATH...
On the evening of the 13th March 2020 as I sat at my mother's kitchen table listening to my brothers reminisce, I tuned aside of their conversation of fond remembrance moving instead into reflective contemplation, of the many gifts and blessings brought forward to us each as a direct result of the shamanic journey process.

As I looked at my brothers I observed total peace of mind, a direct outcome I feel of their knowing that their mother's death could not have been gentler or kinder.
As my reflections turned inward I felt immense gratitude for the insight and explanation shared with me by way of the shamanic journey, enabling me to view both my mother and death from a more compassionate and insightful perspective. From which perspective I was able to open my heart to my mother, no longer fearful of her wounding behaviours and death no longer viewed by me as a faceless enemy.
I learnt that death looks to have a twofold characteristic, one being soul departure from the physical body, the other soul remembrance and ascension. I know that I personally found it a huge comfort to be able to journey to my mother throughout the soul remembrance and ascension process, finding it both heartening and highly informative. The downside if you like being, that of a fashion, I experienced loss of my mother not once but twice, and if honest the second was more painful than the first.
It was not a process without personal cost, as healthy meals gave way to processed 'snacks to go', and insomnia became an unwelcome norm; however most debilitating, in the early weeks, was the number of energetic possession attachments that I looked to attract. It brought forward realisation in that nursing home residents numbered both the (physical) living and the (energetic) dead.
Shamanic healing methods were employed by me to ensure that souls desiring of returning home, were compassionately assisted to do so. For my part, on literally a daily basis, shamanic healing methods were applied for purpose that I become vibrant and strong, assisting my return to optimum health and thereby allowing me to be the carer of my mother that I very much wished to be.
Whenever momentary grief arises, sadness of thought is quickly quelled, through remembrance of so many precious and valued moments shared between us, only possible through method of the shamanic journey.
The shamanic journey as part of the death and dying process, as witnessed by me in respect of my mother, allowed the compassionate voice of death to be heard, alongside that of my mother who had long since lost hers to dementia. Her wishes heard by me, compassionately acceded to by death, resulted in a passing of unquestionable kindness, the like of which will enrich me to the end of my days.
'What a beautiful experience; in fact, I almost felt as if I was experiencing these things as I was reading.
With your rich detailed descriptions I saw and felt these things and more; I was a silent witness to these
heart-mending events. Thank you for sharing this amazing journey. The patience and pure love that you gave
and reflected back from your mother is no less than unconditional'. Renae Barton, Professional Shamanic Practitioner.
'Your writings on your mother's passing are beautiful and moving. Indeed I would encourage you to 'share the beauty'
of your mother's passing, for part of our role is to try and remove some of the considerable fear that surrounds our
final appointment on Earth. So, yes, so please share, it reads well and is worthy of a wider audience'.
Simon Buxton, founding Director of The Sacred Trust and the UK Faculty for The Foundation for Shamanic Studies.
I am happy to share more fully of my shamanic experiences in this respect, if asked to do so (by way of my Contact Me page).

MOLLIE AND THE DOLPHIN
From my bringing her home for the first time, Mollie vomited literally the whole one hour journey. As she reached 8 months, despite all of my best efforts, literally within minutes of a car journey she would be violently sick. The only difference with age was vomit volume. I despaired of finding a solution, being totally averse to toxic medication and so by way of an experiment I did a shamanic journey to my diagnostic ally to ask if there was anything that could be done.
Diagnostic journey outcome brought forward that Mollie suffered from acute motion sickness the like of which she would never grow out of, the treatment suggestion was the gifting of a Power Animal.
The treatment journey brought forward DOLPHIN. When I asked why? I was shown an image of a Dolphin gently floating atop of an ocean swell.
I will own that I was so very sceptical, but to be honest was driven to give it a try. As per shamanic process the energetic qualities of Dolphin were energetically gifted to Mollie. The following day a fairly lengthy car journey resulted in only saliva wetness around her muzzle. The next journey not even that. Mollie has never been sick again and now owns the whole of the back seat, no more the tiniest corner. That one shamanic treatment was a life-changer for us both.

13 SHAMANIC GRANDMOTHERS
In October 2013 I attended the International Council of 13 indigenous (shaman) Grandmothers, whose life work is to try and restore Earth balance and harmony through intention and prayer. Each year and country in turn, they come together to share their wisdom, luck was with me in that it was being held in Nepal at the exact same time that I was there. I was beyond awed to be in their auspicious company. For those of you that have experienced a shamanic treatment with one practitioner, try and imagine the energy in the space with having 13! Take it from me, it was a memory that will never erase.

PS...
I love that (after treatment) moment when I am able to ask the ally Im working with a question (or three!) usually along the lines of is there anything else you would like to share with my client? Magical is the only word that comes to mind!
Words of wisdom brought forward for one of my clients being:
Broad shoulders doesnt mean that he has to overburden them, just to see how strong they are! tell him to be more mindful of the rest of the structure upon which that weight will fall. That the skeleton is a complete compound you overburden one aspect of it, it will have a knock-on effect with the rest. Tell him to be more mindful of what he puts upon his shoulders, to be more mindful of the weakest link, which looks to be the knees, tell him to walk with a bit more care, otherwise he will soon need my services again.

MY PERSONAL GAIN
In the simplest of terms, it is allowing me to experience life,from a healed/ healing perspective
- As ever more wounds are healed I ever feel myself change, and know that others sense/see this also
- The more I heal the greater my capacity for compassion of self and another(s) grows
- To be gifted awareness of the story behind a wound, is often as healing as the wound itself
- It saddens me beyond measure to realise how some of my wounds were acquired or have been perpetuated
- It brings forward understanding of how shamanism has survived 400,000 years as a healing discipline
- Not least, it has brought magic into my life (literally!) and the knowing that I do not walk on my own.

IT IS SAID THAT
when one is ready the teacher will show. Over the next few months and years I learnt that the label teacher is a pseudonym and my life story became a Shamanic adventure of epic (by my standards) proportions. Today I feel nothing but blessed in that my training as a Professional Shamanic Practitioner means that I can share so much (healing) magic with you.
RESPITE OR REMEDY...
Trauma typically results in soul loss, within this space (of loss) intrusions typically look to avail, over time inviting health complications.

TEARS     I have lost count of the number of heartfelt tears I have shed in light of what I have been shown within a healing session, and as my number of treatments move ever deeper into the realm of 100's I become more aware of similarity in what I am shown, and have come to look forward to seeing a bright yellow flower(s) being my sign of 'healing complete', and that is when I feel assured in that REMEDY has been accomplished in place of RESPITE.
LAUGHTER    both tears of joy and laughter of celebration will just as often burst forth as I witness the beauty of ALCHEMY, the magic of a healing solution offered, which often times fair takes my breath away, and I know that there is nothing else I would rather do than become the hollow bone that offers my client the opportunity of healing seldom if available in any other form.
BEAUTIFUL    the metaphor brought forward to facilitate an understanding of that not understood.
RESPITE OR REMEDY...
Trauma typically results in soul loss, within this space (of loss) intrusions typically look to avail, over time inviting health complications.

On the evening of 24/2/18 I did a diagnostic journey for Poppy a 12 year GSP concerned as she looked to struggle to stand. Recommended was a soul retrieval and an intrusion extraction session.
Soul Retrieval I was shown an image of when a cliff edge upon which Poppy was walking (which owing to so much
rain fall) had collapsed and dropped her to the beach a good 20 feet below, resulting in traumatic soul
loss in the hind leg area. This had indeed happened nearly 8 years previously.
Intrusion Extraction 3 intrusions were shown, one looked to be
particularly invasive in her back quarters.
- Soul parts were located and returned
- Intrusions were located and removed
- Power animals gifted so that no energetic vacant space remained to encourage further inhabitation
Barely 12 hours later Poppy looked to return to the exuberance of puppyhood, disconcerting owing to her previous fraility of stance. I cautiously celebrated as days became a week and was beyond delighted as her health improvement looked to hold and believe Poppy was too.
However 14 days later my daughter (her co-owner) phoned to say that Poppy looked to have taken a reverse turn. I immediately did a diagnostic journey in respect of Poppy and cried when told that there was no more to be done, that her time had come. As a kindness a transition ally was gifted. The vet confirmed later that day that results indicated it was kindest to put Poppy to sleep, which was arranged for the following morning to allow for goodbyes.     The vet came back a good 12 hours after my diagnostic ally with the exact same prognosis.
RESPITE OR REMEDY...
Trauma typically results in soul loss, within this space (of loss) intrusions typically look to avail, over time inviting health complications.

On 8/8/19 I was asked by Bertie's owner to see if a shamanic session would provide insight in respect of his decine in health. I journeyed to ask this of Bertie. I was shown an image of a dog repeatedly rolling over to show his abdomen area. When I asked for clarification I was shown an image of my healing ally and also my intrusion extraction ally and heard 'to make me feel stronger than I presently do'.
Healing I was witness to my healing ally working in close conjunction with my intrusion extraction ally, in what seemed a meticulous and lengthy healing session.     After all of our combined efforts I am concerned in that my usual sign of healing completion is not evident, I ask why and hear this healing is a temporary respite.
I straight away do a divination journey asking for insight into why this healing was classed as respite and not remedy. I heard that everything sits within a vacuum and this vacuum makes a steady and reliable home, once in there it is very difficult to remove because of its method of residence. Whilst you can remove in the main at best you can only remove in the part.
Bertie's owner emailed to say that (post the AM. treatment session) he had eaten lots of food that same afternoon, far more than for the previous few days and that he seemed very cheerful and having just returned from an enjoyable walk was now sleeping.
The following day Berties owner informed me that the vet results had just confirmed an aggressive form of lymphoma. The beauty of the shamanic journey was that Bertie was consulted in respect of his wishes allowing his owner to make an informed decision of outcome.
MY FIRST HEALING RETREAT (Oct 2019)

Unsure as to which treatments should be included and in what order I journeyed to my diagnostic ally to ask what was needed for my client. I was (considerably!) surprised at the speed and sureness of what was given to me. First up was an Ailment healing, next was for me to hold Sacred Space so that another(s) could step forward and do a healing, third was a Reiki healing session and finally a Divination session. I heard there is a question that she wishes to ask but she is uncertain to the outcome and therefore she holds it. Brilliant I had a structure for the weekend.
I will own that I was surprised that my diagnostic ally would bring forward a Reiki treatment, that was until I witnessed the Reiki treatment!, which whilst on one level Reiki healing was very evident, on another it was very shamanic, the two looked to work in perfect partnership; two totally different healing methodologies in the one healing session. I could not in truth say which session was the most profound...
What totally blew me away was that there was a clear core thread that ran through each of the healing sessions, each looked to be a pre-cursor to the session that followed. My client said she was going home feeling relaxed, rejuvenated, healed and with a clear way forward.

NO LONGER HERE...
On day 10 of her demise I journeyed to Tam my much beloved whippet, and pour out all the questions that I wish to ask of her and which she patiently answers after which I am shown an image of her and hear, this is how you remember me, but I am now everything you touch, everything you see, as I am now one with all things.
When you feel the rain, I am of her tears         When you feel the wind, I am of her breath
When you feel the sun, I am of her heart         I am now of and with everything.
Although momentary we then looked to energetically connect, sufficient for me to understand and accept.

NO LONGER HERE...
At the end of a divination journey request in respect of her deceased mother Rosina, I was surprised and delighted when she indicated that she wished to gift me with a token of wisdom for my private use also. My client (her daughter) informed me in that this was so very typical of her mother.
Rosina looked to give me a flower, which looked to have a thorny aspect to it; I heard life is never one thing it is always both, how can you compare if you do not see the contrast, there is beauty and learning in each, do not be deterred by thorns as there is as much to learn of that which is sharp as that which is most beautiful and soft, loving and kind. So when you choose your paths, take the best of both, not all of one or all of the other, take a sample of each as you will get a fuller flavour that way.

NO LONGER HERE...
I was requested to journey in respect of a much loved recently deceased pet called Bertie. This particular journey was unbelievably rich in the wisdom and insight he offered to his owner in order to encourage comfort I felt.
My vision becomes filled with such a beautiful shade of blue and I watch enchanted as it fluctuates and flows, I hear there is no form no barrier and no frontier. I hear you look to see me in a form I no longer inhabit.
I'm shown an image of what looks to be a snake in the process of shedding its skin. I hear a form at best is only ever borrowed it is on loan, it is never fully owned; a form allows us to experience, to navigate, to be a certain way.
I do not wish for her to reminisce and cry for my return but to accept that as the petals leave the flower I was always going to leave her first and that passing is not a sadness it is just a gift in a different form; our lives could not be more different, I am now outside of everything that governs hers. Tell her I will always be sat in front of her door with my tail wagging awaiting her return.

MY DIVINATION ALLY
Shares with me...
I am first shown: an image of ordinary reality: the dissonance of deafening sound is such I
shield my ears whereupon he smiles and nods, for him to speak I would not hear him, a
cacophony of busy chaotic movement.
I am then shown: a panoramic view of peace serenity and beauty. I hear this is where everybody wants to reach and he points to the chaotic busyness but they get lost in there. They get so lost, disorientated they have no idea whether they are going forward, backward, up or down, but here is where they want to arrive at, and they all think that their busy busy routes will get them here.
I hear: I look at the clients question, I look at what brought them to where they are now, to where they try and intend to get to, then I try to unravel the tangle of knots that represent where they are at the moment in time, that they bring their question to you.
Many would like an answer, do this, do that, but that is lack of sovereignty, its taking away the human power of choice of decision making of them being responsible for their own footsteps so that will never happen, it can never happen; the law of the universe is not allowed to let that happen, at best I can offer advice based upon what I know, what I perceive and what I see.
I hear: I am not here to stroke any egos, I am not here to pat anybodys back, I am here to illuminate the way if they would wish to see it. But for many not having that finite answer to them will just be another cul-de-sac in the tangle that is their life right now. But equally there will be those that my wisdom will hit a chord and they will recognise the truth and they will look to make changes. It is not for us to help each and every person that crosses our path, it is for us to pass on the wisdom, to offer illumination, enlightenment in a given situation; but at the end of the day its their finger on the switch they can either turn it on or they can turn it off.

DIVINATION
I asked my divination ally for a comment that may encourage a
divination journey request of me. After a few moments contemplation he replied.
Tell them to look the road ahead and to write down what they see and then to ask me a question on what would their experience be if they chose to walk down the road they have just seen.
Everyone has a path along which they would like to tread, but often it is not especially clear to them how to get onto it.
Sometimes a question asked lends itself open to an access point upon which a foot tread can be taken and before you know it they are up on the path; walking along the road upon which they visualised themselves walking.
Visualisation is the first step, their question of me is the second, pass this to your readers.

DIVINATION
Client - Why can't I allow myself to feel loved?
I hear she doesnt know who to let people love, because there are so many parts of her, she doesnt know who
wants to love which part. I hear she needs to bring herself together, she needs to bring herself to one!
Healing Ally - wisdom offered
She needs to write down all the different masks that she puts on and why, each to be a different leg of a diagram,
she then needs to reconcile each and every one of them into the one person, so that there is just one of her,
not many which is how she currently views herself, tell her to bring herself back to a state of ONE NESS, she
needs to love herself of everything that she knows herself to be and even more for everything she knows
herself not to be, that it is the vulnerabilities that people find more endearing and easier to love,
especially for those that dont seem to need it.
Tell her to love herself! that to love oneself is step one.

DIVINATION
Client - why cant I move on?
I saw a man and women, early 20s, in summer wear, in a canoe. She was using the paddle and he was behind her.
She tried to turn her head a couple of times, but he would always motion for her to keep looking ahead.
When it looked as if she was looking back less and less I then saw him quietly move over the side of the canoe into the water and disappear beneath its surface. Not a bubble surfaced and nor did the canoe rock, the woman seemed not to even notice.
I was shown some flowers being gently dropped one by one into what looked like a flowing stream and this woman was saying something before letting go of each one.
Client fed back that, she fell in love whilst at university and during a boys only weekend in France whilst his friends swam he waded, not being able to swim when he stepped into deeper water he had drowned. She had been in England. Now in her forties my client calmed, comforted by the journey outcome and more especially for being shown how she could say goodbye.

DIVINATION
Client - Show me my life if I choose to walk in loving relationship with B?
I was shown two wolves attacking each other at the throat, and then I saw each separate and walk in opposite directions.
    I was shown a beautiful full moon in the distance a dark clear night and a lone (I felt female) wolf was howling up at the universe.
    In the distance I could see a tree silhouetted against the sky line, it was dusk/night, seemingly no life left in it,
no leaves, no birds, and no sign of life in any way shape or form. I felt that the tree was bone dry.
    I heard he does not hold you in kindness.

DIVINATION
Client - What will I experience if I walk in friendship with B?
I see black rolling clouds and torrential rain looks to soak me in but moments.
    I am shown an image of a couple awaking; it was clear in that the male was wondering how to get the lady to leave as he wanted to move
into his day and seemingly without her presence in it.
    I was shown a bottle of milk, a plated meal and a piece of paper with what looked like my clients name on it.
    I heard, there can be no friendship between the two, and again I am reminded of the busy road, each of male/female on different
sides, walking in opposite directions, with neither a shared glance. I heard they do not even see each other, how can a
friendship truly exist in such a circumstance as this.

FLOWER POWER
Literally from the off (post Reiki I and Shamanic Intro) I was totally amazed and in awe of what I would see happening within a clients energetic body. Over time I came to accept that my experience of Reiki looked to be very much Shamanically influenced.
HEALING EXAMPLE
With one client I was shown a hand gently brushing down the front of my clients body with what looked very much
like a posy of sweet pea flowers. As I watched I could see that the flowers were turning to grey to black, when
all were black I watched as the posy was placed into a jug of water and witnessed the toxicity? draining into the
water, the flowers regaining their beauty of colour, the black looking water was poured onto earth.
What a beautiful way of removing toxicity from the heart location of the body.

SIGNIFICANCE OF THE FLOWER
The colour of a flower
Yellow: is hopeful / uplifting                         Blue: signifies that healing is underway
White: that there is nothing more to be done      Red: is alarm
Single flower is a signpost, look at its condition
Bulb: stocking up for re-growth/rejuvenation       Vibrant: health is fine
Wilting: body under siege                           Thorns: indicate aggression of illness
Dying: body over burdened                         Whether a flower is shown open or closed
Mixed flowers provide a more whole body approach
A bunch of flowers has greater significance than a single stem, greater potency
Size of bouquet, as the greater number of flowers, the greater the healing
Example
I saw a daisy type flower, I saw something being sucked up the stem to the head of the flower,
I then saw all the petals release and float away. It reminded me of energetic intrusion
extraction, but in place of an energetic entity being removed, it was an illness extraction
i.e. sucked up through stem, then released by the dispersing of the petals.
The above is an extract from a divination journey in respect of flowers (2011) if shown within a treatment.

OUTSIDE OF ORDINARY
My life has had its difficulties, challenges, bumps and hiccups that were all to often all consuming. There was a time where I felt it was the wounds of my experiences that truly described who I was whereas now I see myself as the sum of a great many wounds healed.
It started off as just another day, but come evening I was going to have my life changed in a way that I could never have imagined nor envisioned.
In the space of what seemed a single moment I looked to co-exist in two realities, my physical self in one and my spiritual self in another. I felt I had a choice to make and depending on that choice my life would change, each would have a profound outcome, one for the better the other I suspected not.
I had never heard of the terms disassociation or Dark Night of the Soul, but came to know them both intimately. At an intuitive level I knew that I should not be alarmed, but rather patient, that I was being healed at a level inconceivable to me at that time.

INTO THE UNKNOWN
As I followed the recommended shamanic journey methodology, I was amazed in that initially I looked to journey in 3 age aspects of self, toddler, teenager and young adult; said configuration looked to become the norm that first year.
Whilst I was not privy to see the exact healing process used on each of my earlier age aspects, it would however appear that play was involved with my toddler self, the acquiring of trust with my teenage self and courage with my adult self. I took the stance in that due to the volume of healing I required together with my advanced age suggested that for expediency the stack and pack approach was probably a wise call.
In truth I would say that others probably detected an awareness of change before I did and I say this because I became aware of change within myself as a result of awareness of change toward me of another(s). A lifetime of toxic outlook I guess requires a gentle change process so as not to overly alarm.
Today I feel the truth in that for every shamanic step I take, my allies will increase in number and take two. I more fully understand that shamanism is a partnership and that whilst assumption will take you nowhere, integrity of question and request will.

WHY A SHAMANIC PRACTITIONER?
In truth it was purely for continued healing of self and my children, as Shamanism works on the principle of healing ancestral wounds as well as self wounds; meaning that my children would not carry my unresolved wounds forward.
Having done a couple of Shamanic Courses previously and healed to a degree, it became apparent that in order to move more deeply into my own healing, I required a teacher with whom I held respect and would feel safe. Simon Buxton Director of The Sacred Trust was my preferred teacher and the 3 year professional shamanic practitioner course I felt would provide the requisite teaching structure. Acceptance onto this world renowned course is by successful application only.
The first module showed me that in the face of unbelievable multi-sensory experiential outcome my fear of course failure was fractionally greater! Each subsequent module required the earlier one as a stepping platform, each bringing forward scepticism, doubt and disbelief on my part, completion in contrast to yield awe, amazement, appreciation and gratitude.
I no longer hold that this course will ever become simple or ordinary. I also doubt that any similar course would demand such diligence and rigour of experience and outcome. Accreditation is not guaranteed any more than acceptance was. Endeavour required on my part (always) to become the very best hollow bone that I can be. The truest of instrument so that healing can come to you through me.

IT'S ALL ABOUT RELATIONSHIP
Mine with my compassionate, loving, enlightened spiritual allies - yours with me.
I am continually reminded to ask for help when needed, not to assume it will be offered!
I pass that advice forward, I warmly invite that you ask through me of my allies - for their otherworldly insight into what is needed for you in this moment.
HOW DOES THAT LOOK? To start your healing journey it just requires your request that I do a diagnostic journey on your behalf, after which I would request consent to carry out the recommended (energetic level) shamanic treatment offered forward. Your self-governance is honoured at every step within this methodology of healing.

I WILL DRAW YOUR ATTENTION TO THE SANDS OF TIME
Post completion of a client treatment, I asked if there was anything my healing ally could share, on a personal level for me. I heard 'again I will draw your attention to the sands of time, that each and every day they fall through from what is ahead of you to what falls behind, there is not always the time available to continue considering how you would like your life to look, who you would choose to share it with, so to maybe visualise the sand-timer and to recognise that sometimes you need to make a change of footstep now rather than later!'

REMEMBER US! coronavirus story part 1
My journey intention was to ask for insight into the Corona Virus.
I am met by one that looks to be 1000's of years old, her name is 'A Na'.
I hear 'child you are to step forward before me, you are to lower your head in humble acceptance of my presence; you are now to sit before me. I will tell you a story of which you are to pass forward to all those of whom you will know and will become to know but do not necessarily yet know. Sit forward and hear my words'.
'Once there was a light, a small light but non-the-less a light and as it moved it would illuminate that within its immediate presence. It showed the one of the holding that there was more than the darkness to this place. Soon the whole of the place within which the light was held became illuminated and it became less sure of being able to see our presence, our presence became lost in the light if you will. Our presence was no longer felt nor seen. We became unknown'.
I am now being shown what looks to be a bright doorway of light, as if a large stone has been rolled away and light is able to flood into what I perceive to be a cave. 'A Na' continues, 'the light attracted and a forward footstep was taken, they moved out into the blinding light and we were left behind. We were no longer served, we were no longer remembered. We became the unknown'.
'We settled and we waited knowing that our voice would yet be heard, knowing that you would come and seek us out, knowing that you would in time and place remember us, that you would wish to recall us forward, that you would remember our love and warmth of you and for this we have waited; a very long time. As you can see I am most aged, and yet I was but a child when first light was brought forward, but we have waited, we had a knowing that you would return to us when your time of play was done, you would return to once again remember us, to be with us, and to humbly serve us. Who is us'? It's as if she is sharing her thoughts with those ethereal presences that surround her. It's as if she is thinking on how to best to move forward with her story.
'We are the ones that brought mankind forward, we are the ones who opened the doorway upon this Earth, we are the ones who issued forth your first tentative footstep, that you would walk upon this Earth and in time dominate. We did not anticipate that such dominance would in turn look to overthrow us. This we cannot allow, this is not to be allowed. We are the keepers of this Earth; we are the ones who honour her with the utmost of reverence, we are her keepers'. It is as if she is bowing her head in thought.
'The compassion, the kindness of this planet is little more and for this we do shed a tear or more, we are saddened at the way you have now chosen to walk amongst each other and yet look how quickly you are brought to a stance of unknowing, how quickly you are brought to a stance of insecurity. How gentle was the stance that came forward towards you, that reminded you of the might that is not yours to be harnessed but ours, and so again your attention will be returned to us, we will be remembered, we will become again known and there will become a time when we will yet again become embraced as first we once were. It is a reckoning, a remembrance that we are here, that your pleasure upon this earth was issued in the first decree by us, the keepers of the Earth'.
'...you will serve all of those of whom we will send toward you, so that through us/through you, they will receive the healing and the blessing that they require at this time. You will be our love of beings that walk upon this Earth, you will be our collective love of this planet, of this mother of all of us...'. I can see that 'A Na' has moved to sit back down upon her stone seat, I feel it is time for me to leave.

HEAL US! coronavirus story part 2
I hear 'I passed you my story and I do not feel as if it has as yet been read and so I will tell you another'.
I am being shown what looks like a tunnel but there is like a black tar looking liquid that flows along it. I hear 'this used to be our life blood, but no more instead of life enhancing it no longer serves'.
I hear 'you repeatedly dig and steal of our essence, you burn, you are excavating to a degree the like of which we will no longer be able to heal, the void will become too great for us to fill, it will be impossible for us to reach across the aperture and to bring it forward and stitch it back as one. We are becoming a one of a great many holes rather than a whole of one. Our tears are black no longer gold, we cry for our self as much as we cry for you, we wish for you to change your ways, we wish for you to change your thoughts, we have a need for you to change your form, we would wish for you to turn away from the parasite that you have become. You are no longer welcome here'.
I am being shown the planet Earth, the top half of which is encased within a root system of a single tree that sits on top. The root system that looks to follow through for the lower half of the planet shows as black. I can only see a tree on top, not one beneath, so can only assume that the black roots belong to the same tree on top.
After a while I am shown a single yellow flower that shows itself in-between the network of black roots. I can see that it is growing bigger, stronger and becoming many. It reminds me of the celandine because of the profusion of leaves.
I hear 'the death of a great many will give birth to a gifted few and these gifted few will populate'. I can now see that the lower half of the planet, encased in the black root system is now giving life to yellow flowers. I can see that as they spread in abundance the whole of the bottom layer of the Earth has become like a wreath for wont of another word, as it shows itself to be a total blanket of yellow flowers. This abundance of yellow flowers looks to be feeding the root system of the top half that feeds the tree. I guess it's only now I realise that when first shown the tree it must have been in its winter state because I can see that even up the trunk of the tree little sprigs of growth are now coming through. I am shown that this tree is a living being in its own right. I see two branches lift upward and release a bird. My heart is feeling full. I hear 'this is the bird of the song, the song of which you are to hear, and when you hear, are to also sing'.
I am now aware that above the canopy of the tree which stands on the upper half of the planet, is showing itself surrounded by musical notes. I hear 'regardless of the song you sing you raise the vibration of the Earth through song, you sing as loud and clear as your voice will allow, but the song of all the songs will come together to create a vibration of such volume that the energy of the Earth will be raised, she will become healed, but first we have a need to cleanse. We have a need to dismember. We have a need to reduce the number that walk upon our surface, you have become too many, too great, too powerful and in that power you look to overthrow us and as I mentioned before this we will not allow'.
'You are here as a result of our blessing do not forget this, and again I ask that you pass this story forward, it does need to be heard. If that song is to raise the energy of the canopy above us, there must be those that hear that they must sing their song, their song of power, their song of might so that we might vibrate with the source of their might to energise ours'.
I feel that A Na has become tired in the telling of this story. I hear 'child you need to speak this aloud, you need to share so that the might of their collective voice will be heard by me'. Thank you! I will do this.